Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Returning (Pablo Neruda)


So many profiles of death line my face
That I cannot die
I am not capable of it
They seek me out but can't find me
And I leave with what is mine
With my poor destiny
On horseback, lost
in solitary pastures
far south of South America:
a fiery wind blows in
the trees are bent low
from as soon as they are born:
they must kiss the earth
the smooth plain
then later comes the snow
made of a thousand words
that never ends.
I have returned
from where I will go
from tomorrow, Friday
I came back
with all of my bells
and I stood waiting
searching for the meadow
kissing bitter earth
like a bent-over shrub.
Because it is our duty
to obey the winter
to let the wind grow
inside of you also
until the snow falls
until this day and every day are as one
the wind and the past
the cold falls in
finally we are alone
and finally we are silent.
Thank you.

The Flower of Evil



In his great treatises and training manuals on Noh, passed down with great secrecy for many centuries, Zeami discusses the artform in the likeness of several flowers. Indeed, his most famous text is called ‘Transmission of the Flower’. The great teacher discusses the various flowers of accomplishment, and their effects.

 

The effect of the Wondrous Flower. The effect of the Flower that Cherishes depth. The effect of the Tranquil flower. The effect of the correct flower. The effect of expansive subtlety. The effect of shallow patterns, and so on. In order to understand the flower, you should first observe a flower blooming in nature, and then understand this as a metaphor for the principle of the Flower in all things.

 

I must tell you the kind of notion I've had of what theatre was. It was a very beautiful flower. But this beautiful flower has something lurid about it. There's something weird about it. Pretty, yes, and it would be all right if it were a tulip or a rose. But it's a somewhat mysterious flower, such as the peony, or some eerie insectivorous flower, an eerie flower of the kind you find in South America, along the Amazon. That was the feeling I had.

 

If that is the case, it must have some fertilizer that nurtures it. Where does the fertilizer come from? It must be from the soil. Is there anything buried in the soil? Perhaps the horrible-looking corpse of an animal is buried in it. Or perhaps eerie corpses of insects are piled up there. Or else the corpse of a human being maybe buried there. Kajii Motojiro has an odd short story in which the protagonist says "Sure, cherry blossoms are beautiful, but whenever I see them, I feel that there must surely be corpses of countless human beings buried underneath them." That is the kind of fantasy you have about the theatre.

 

The fertilizer for the theatre is the backstage. And the backstage of the theatre is the sort of place that makes us non-actors prisoners if we get into it unthinkingly and become familiar with its way of life.

 

Soon enough you will learn about how life is backstage. You will also come to know the strange customs of theatrical society. It has a great many things that are, on the face of it, unthinkable to the modern way of thinking. It has contradictions. It has conventions. And a mountain of incomprehensible things. It has ugly things. Of course, this being human society, even if you work in the most state-of-the-art office, you'll find ugly things. So you can't say that theatre is particularly ugly, but here you have to compete with other people for more than twelve hours a day, in the same backstage space, bumping into each other all the time, taking your clothes off, putting them on, and taking them off again.

 

To put it clearly, theatre in itself is an evil. In the old days, a theater used to be called an 'akusho' - an "evil place". From the Edo period to the end of the war, theatres and brothels were alike, both being 'evil places'. Even parents had the sense that a child shouldn't be allowed to go to the theatre because it was an evil place.

 

You are right in the middle of that evil. Unless you recognize evil, theatre cannot exist.

 

There are evils, and there are evils. Power is evil. Conventions, which I have mentioned elsewhere, are evil. You may simply tell a lie or be a sycophant, and that's also evil. There is also the evil of sensuality.  Without appealing to that sensory register, theatre won't be able to convey anything to us. You can't expect anyone to understand theatre without a sensual fascination. Through that narrow path of sensory charm, theatre slides out in front of you. If you close that path, none of what lies behind it will come out. Today tehre is a tendency to overwhelm theatre with analysis and speculation, thereby closing the mouth from which that charm spurts out. 

 

Theatre is the flower that has bloomed from a solid mass of such human evils. I don't understand why the government uses people's taxes to support something like this. Except, of course, I myself get paid to work here. I don't really understand why they have built such a wonderful theater like this for this mass of evils, boasting to anyone who cares to listen that it is a cultural asset.

 

In any event, theatre is a nest of evils. Suppose you purge all such things from theatre and turn it into something morally beautiful, something clean, to make it something you can show in any part of the world without embarrassment, something beautiful that depicts human beings only the way they ought to be - now, if you want to do that, you can. But the moment you do, theatre will disappear. 

 

I know that there's something horribly murky and dark behind the flower, but I'd like to leave that dark and murky thing alone, as it is, as an important fertilizer. I feel this strongly. If it is hidden, it is the flower; if it is not hidden, it is not the flower. Of course, I do not totally deny the idea of improving theatre, but because I believe that theatre is linked to evil, the only thing I can say is, well, Sure. Go ahead. Clean it up as much as you can. But think very hard about what you might lose if you do.